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Ayria: Flicker
Number 5 of 2005 — Ayria: Flicker

She thanks you kindly
So serene
She needs you like she needs her tranqs
To tell her that the world is clean
To promise her a definition
Tell her where the rain will fall
Tell her where the sun shines bright
And tell her she can have it all
Today
Today
(Alice, The Sisters of Mercy, 1983)
Ayria’s debut album, Debris was, by my definition, “EBM meets 21st century club music meets 1980s electronica,” and one of my favourites of 2004.
It’s Been Fun launches Flicker, the lengthy thirteen track follow-up album, and it’s immediately clear that this is somewhat different. The instrumentation and arrangement of many of the earlier songs appears to indicate a simpler, more primal form of synth-based music. When I first listened to the album, I thought that this was a terrible mistake. Fortunately, this view was only fleeting. One evening, a week or so later, I listened to the album again. This time around I realised that this simpler music better reflects the lyrics and the intent of the Ayria ‘project’, whilst giving better scope for Jennifer Parkin’s vocals. Consider the vocal break and drop in Counterblow, where-after the track builds once again into a fierce retribution: “Can’t seem to fix what I’ve broken down / Worn out and now I just don’t care / Stripped down the girl I must repair / You made me do things that I didn’t like / Unfair”.
Thematically, Flicker is “one angry machine” (Selling Rebellion), musically and lyrically, which draws back from the light that was buried within Debris into the darkest places. Darker, even, than Ladytron’s latest album. The lyrics too are, in most places, exquisitely written and delivered. In my review of Kristin Hersh’s The Grotto, I wrote that “I just dig it out every couple of months so it can cut me into little pieces and put me back together again all shiny and new.” Flicker, doesn’t do this. Flicker just breaks me apart, then leaves me abandoned. It’s frightening.
There is one curious exception to this, and I’m still puzzled about its inclusion and its meanings. St. Edith is a string-laden ballad, almost anti-negative. It’s a genuinely calming experience after what has preceded it. But I continue to wonder why it’s on this album. Is it a glimpse into weird gothic positivity, of hope, of faith even?
“I’ve always noticed there’s nothing bigger than all the little things” (Infiltrating My Way Through The System)
By the time one reaches Infiltrating.., it’s clear that the apparently simpler approach is only a veneer, because musically and technically it is a complex animal. None of the songs is short, but none of them outstays their welcome; there are always nuances and further ideas explored. Be Me includes oodles of ideas, including a fabulous percussive vocal cut-up, right before the song temporarily slows down. I love it.
And then there’s Cutting which encapsulates the devastating feelings and physical consequences of self-hatred. But none of these is enough preparation for My Device, which detonates on a short-fuse, containing some of hardest electronica heard in decades, and the most brutal put-downs. Going it alone never felt this good.
After the title track, Flicker (which is about as political as Ayria gets) we’re left with Lovely Day, closing the album. Perhaps the coldest song on the album, full of lonely Tuesday nights, “fearing rejection more than being alone” and “will I ever find someone who understands my mind”. The multi-tracked vocals towards the close of the song are gorgeous, until the album fades out with just guitars.
“I’m overwhelmed again.”
Me too.
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